It’s been a LONG while since I wrote but I was JUST thinking to myself about being a fan girl. Especially to the one of the hottest South Korean Boy Band right now, BTS (Bangtan Sonyeodan). Now mind you, I have NEVER…. like NEVER fan girl towards anything. Well, nothing in real life. It is such a mixed feeling because I don’t know how to act if I should ever come across them one day. Maybe I’ll just watch from afar and be happy for them since I do feel really proud and happy for them. They deserved this fame and popularity as they weren’t too popular in their home country. Which makes no sense. I understand that every country has their own trends but seriously? Well, it doesn’t matter now since I’m just glad that all of their hard work paid off and I hope they continue to ride this fame and fortune even further than now. That’s how I feel.
NOW ONTO WHAT I WANTED TO ACTUALLY TALK ABOUT..
So before BTS made it big, I’ve only actually only knew one member and that was RM (whom at the time was known as Rap Mon) and I had a thing for him. His cute smile and personality was what really caught my eye so I made efforts to learn about him and his style of music. I also read online that BTS was originally out together because of him also and I felt that this team was very peculiar in some way. Still can’t really tell why but maybe one day I will figure that out. But overtime, most definitely, I have learned all of their names and faces. I felt that even though I thought of myself as a ‘fan’, was I truly a fan for the right reasons or did I feel something else at the time? Maybe it was just because of RM that I thought I was probably a fan. I mean, I don’t know much about these members personally. Like Suga. HE’S SO HOT. CAUSE HE HAS A BAD BOY IMAGE. HAHAHAHAHA but otherwise he is just straight-up bad ass. And his soft side is just so dreamy. I don’t know much people may agree with me on that. Speaking of soft side, there’s Jimin too. He’s such a cutie. I can see why girls would fall for him. Since… he’s like a marshmallow. Anyway, I should stop here since… I want to keep watching BTS and continue to form my own opinions of them all.
Either way, it was because of RM that I wanted to be a fan where BTS would be proud of calling ME a fan. At least a little bit. There are no reasons why I would be loyal to them or even vice versa. I just don’t know how’d that even happen because at the time, it didn’t seem like no one paid attention to them and I felt that their fanbase was very loyal. At least I felt really loyal to them anyway. There was also a time period where EXO fans would bash on ARMY and I’m just like… wtf? I like EXO too but seriously, yall need to chill and stop picking fights. ANYWAY. That could be one of the reasons why BTS fans are loyal because we can feel their messages that are conveyed in their music. And we can feel their determination and undying passion in each and every music they put out there. And maybe perhaps… that is also why they became popular globally like the eye of the storm.
Like all fans, or some, I would love to actually know at LEAST one of these members but being invisible isn’t all that bad either. Because I know that BTS will continue to do their best and I would rather not be up in their business or personal life since… I want them to continue to make music and that’s all I could keep asking for from them. As some people might say, music is the universal language and BTS has definitely proved this to be true. I wish for everyone to feel the same way as music should be expressed freely to how artists wants their audience to hear it. The world is always changing and I wish RM, Suga, Jimin, V, Jungkook, J-Hope and Jin good luck and I look forward in hearing more of their music. This ARMY here… is happy to have found you and I will keep praying for your well-being. I may not be a die-hard fan but I do consider myself… part of your ARMY.